Unknowingly, I left around 40 hours to my last paper. I still not very prepared though. 

I got a very pleasant surprise from a friend on Monday morning. I'm totally clueless till I opened my door and found something at my doorsteps. That 'exam package' is so sweet. I'm touched and glad that I have such a friend that is giving me such encouragement and support during these period. Actions indeed speak louder than words.

I got another surprise too. It's been two weeks since we last talked and I never expect you to talk to me first. However, when you told me that you haven't been well these few days, 我觉得好心酸. I can totally sense your helplessness and emotions. I hope you will feel better in the days to come. 

Just 3 more days to my long holiday. Can't wait for it to come. Just drop everything here and have a good break!

I'm lost in the woods.

爱在背后往前推

当我抬起头才发觉

我是不是忘了谁

原谅我这一首

不为谁而作的歌

她是谁？

I'm such a genius. Cracked my laptop's screen with my monstrous arm. Paid the price to learn not to be such an idiot in the future..

Laziness kills.

Feels so much better to be using Whatsapp Web again.

Both of us are waiting. Waiting to see who will make the first move. 

Either we improve together or 随便 together.

Unknowingly, it's been 4 days since we last talked. I almost can't recall when did we ever have such an interval before. 

Whenever I think about what happened, it's like a battle between the mind and the heart. 

They can't seem to get a consensus yet. 

Sometimes, I wonder am the only one that should compromise. Or will you do the same?

I don't know.

Time check: 8 days left.

Things will get better

Emptiness engulfing.

This may take awhile.

Getting used to it. 

I think it's fair for you to voice it out.

Thinking that today might will be a good day to drop by. Guess not.

Yes. I'm done with my assignment. ✌
Anyone wanna hang?

Expectations vs Realities

When things are getting better, this had to happen. I didn't know that my selfish act will end up in this state. I'm sorry if I've hurt you.

The reasons to be with you may be the reasons that I leave you.

Last day of November

I guess you've noticed.

I'm drifting further.

Cause I don't want to you to sink in further.

I don't want to cause additional hurt for you.

I don't know if I'm doing it the right way.

Sometimes we play dumb.

But, we know exactly what we're doing.

On a side note, it's the last day of November and exactly 2 weeks to my first paper. 

I might just regret everything that I've done.

Nothing can be reserved

Another week is coming to an end already. So tired and hungry now and my Mcdelivery is taking so long. 

Went back to TP yesterday. The days when I'm still young, innocent and skinny. I'm still quite skinny now though. The place changed so much; with lots of new building and food places. Why they didn't have that when I'm still around. Gosh. The school must be getting richer hahaha.

Met my ex coursemates, classmates and lecturers during the gathering session! So glad to see them after so, so long. Some of the lecturers that used to teach me left though. Hope to see them someday soon and so thankful for the organising committee to organise such a homecoming gathering for all the alumnus.

"Enjoy every single day of your life, you can't reserve any of them for the future" - Dr Ravi. A great quote by him when he told us to find enjoyment in whatever we're doing now. Be it studying, working or pursuing your dreams.

Attract me, cause what if I never love again?

No longer young and fit

So long since I fell sick and skipped school. Hate the feeling of being uncomfortable and coughing the whole day. 

Bloated with water for the whole day. I need some good food soon.

Week 10 already. Damn.

Long day ahead.

Another weekend had come an end. Long day tomorrow. Gosh, I just hate 9am lessons so much. Wore contact lens for the first time in my life two days back. Felt like an achievement unlocked hahaha. Hopefully, I can wear it with ease soon. 

Time for bed.

Change for the better, not worse.

Friday the 13th!

Hi guys! Coincidentally, today is the Friday the 13th again. Another busy yet relax week is ending. It's one more week closer to finals and holidays. Can't wait for my holidays to come but, there are so many assignments and the finals before it. When will I start to study? 

Time check, week 8.

4 more weeks to first paper.

Went to Gombak today and hated the uphill walk lol. Felt so different to be in uniform again today. So much "attention" was given to me somehow. The better ones are the glances from pretty girls hahaha. Hope everything goes smoothly and I can have my lasik done! 

Found this version of 小幸运 and it's awesome. Some guys really can sing!

Sometimes, we wait for trains that just aren't coming.

Finally got to see her!

Tonight was an awesome night with Taylor Swift! She is just too hot and beautiful hahaha. Didn't regret waking up at 3am in Glasgow just to grab the tickets before going back to bed again. Hope you enjoy your stay in Singapore and looking forward to your next album!

Though my soles broke on me today, I'm still happy seeing her today. I still remembered clearly when I went to SSE Hydro, in Glasgow, to grab last minute tickets. But, didn't managed to get it and I vowed to see you back in Singapore! See you soon! #1989TourSingapore #1989WorldTour

和女神合照！哈哈哈!

It's okay. I hope we can just be friends. Hope it's not an awkward night for you.

Sometimes you're just too sensitive. I don't know why. Maybe my words matters a lot to you.

"A moment of pain is worth a lifetime of glory"

Wildest dream

Hi guys. It's been a week since I last posted anything. Been busy with assignments and fyp. Gosh, can't imagine that I'm already a final year student already. Time just pass by too fast. At least, I finished my ESD lab 1 assignment and I can take a short break tomorrow. JB, I'm coming!

Been on 1989 playlist since yesterday to prep myself for Taylor Swift's concert this coming Saturday. It's my first self-funded concert hahaha. I hope it will not be an awkward concert with the one I used to be interested in. 

It's over when you throw a ball and it doesn't bounce back?

倒带?

Hi guys! It's been quite some time since I penned some thoughts down in English hahaha.

Time flies, it's the 6th week of school already. Zero attempt to start studying yet, assignment due next week and nothing much accomplished for FYP. Gosh, final year this year and may be my last time studying ever again. No more resit and crappy grades please.

I swear typing in English is so much faster and intuitively. Maybe I'm just lazy tonight to meddle with HYPY hahaha.


I don't know why we are getting different, with more revelations each day.
Doesn't seems to be the same back in those days.

Loving someone is more than just words.
Things are getting unnatural.

Really I don't know where went wrong.
Feels like drifting back and forth each day.
I can change. Can you?













你并不懂我，这么能爱我？

我的少女时代。

我的少女时代好好看哦！看了两次。可能还会在看多一遍。每一次看了都有不一样的感动。反复觉得我的生活中好像剧中的故事。好想遇到我生命里的林真心。傻傻，单纯又清秀的你，是否存在呢？有时改变是必然的如果是十全十美那就最好咯。男人真是现实的动物。哈哈哈。

晚了，该睡觉了吧。

小幸福，你在哪儿?

小幸运

我的少女时代明天即将在新加坡上映了！等了好久。好期待哦。

好喜欢他的主题曲，Hebe的小幸福。超赞的！

也许当时
忙着微笑和哭泣
忙着追逐天空中的流星
人理所当然的忘记
是谁风里雨里 一直默默守护在原地

原来我们和爱情曾经靠得那么近

流星不是每个人都可以拥有。眼前的星星是否可以呢？

累

哈喽！好久不见。这几天过得好快哦。多两个月就要出国了！好期待哦！

学校的功课越来越多。是时间开始把它们通通做完。好累了。好想好好睡到天明, 躺在床上一下就入睡。太多太多的想法和烦恼。好啦，现在眼睛好累了，应该可以好好的入眠。


我是否有还有勇气去爱？

可能不可能

又过了一个礼拜了。好多事情要处理。功课，作业。 好懒得做啊。

康熙来了要结束了。超级难过的。那是我这两年的最爱的节目。好像失去了一个生活的目标了。

今天终于和多就没看见的中学朋友吃个饭。虽然时间短暂，我们都聊得好开心。真的好怀念中学时的时光！希望能和你在吃个饭，聊聊天。


倔强在等下个可能，青春在等谁完成？

原来你都在？

我好怕现在就让自己定下来
你太好 太快 让我太依赖
给我时间把心房打开 让生命再转弯
二见钟情的爱 一定就是爱

原来你在等待 等我找我回来
原来你都在

原来一路走来 原来是你慷慨
原来是宠爱

这样的等待值得吗？

我愧疚。我因该着么做？

Love more。

一顆心 等於 no more 可是呢
兩顆心 等於 love more 所以呢
喜歡了 趁現在我想要大聲地說

好轻快的情歌！好听哈哈。

还是一颗心， no more.

关系？

我们现在到底处在什么关系呢？

友情？
暧昧？
爱情？

一切会不会来的太快了？

是我的问题？
还是你的问题？

可能已经超过友情
却还是找不到爱情

人人常常说爱情是可以培养的
是真的吗?

小练的成果

大家好！今天又不必上学咯，好爽啊！呆在家里整天也好闷哦。。好想出国旅游，看一看世界，忘记所有烦恼。肯本没心情读书或做我的最后一年的工程。烦啊烦噢！

还记得我说过最近有小练了一下腹肌和肌肉吗？

哈哈哈。这是几天前拍的。好瘦哦。我的天！哈哈哈。
不要笑我啊。才刚刚开始。

我要开始去运动咯。待会儿见！

有多少事可以从来？

哈喽！我回来了。终于不用困在一个黑暗的房里哈哈哈。

现在凌晨一点半了，又是一个夜深人静的夜晚。听了一些特别有感触的歌，不自不觉就卷入歌词里意境。现在播的是，迪克牛仔的有多少爱可以从来。真是感谢 Spotify 每个礼拜的新发现播放列表。每个礼拜都会有新的发现哦！超爱的！

有几句好真的写得特别好又有意思。


常常责怪自己当初不应该
常常后悔没有把你留下来

当初的遇见也许是一个错误
所以照成现在的后悔

现在的遇见会不会也是一个错误？
有会不会变成将来的后悔？

有多少爱可以从来?
有多少人愿意等待？


使用回到博客真的让我把心里和脑里的感触通通一个一个的释放出来。好想回到那些无忧无虑的日子里。好好打打电动，看看戏，睡下觉。哈哈哈。好了，我也累了。是时候上床睡觉咯！晚安！



希望没有什么错别字，懒得看一遍。哈哈哈。拜拜！

第一次换灯泡

大家好。最近好想用用普通话打打博客。仿佛觉得比较能表达自己哈哈哈。

不知不觉，两个礼拜就着么过去了。

太巧了吧！博客到一半，我房间的灯就开始一闪一闪的。还以为闹鬼呢。哈哈哈，开玩笑的啦。我家很安全的 :)

东跑西跑，终于找到我的灯泡。第一次自己换灯泡，真怕会被电到哈哈哈。

是时候我去做一些运动和吃饭了。在小练腹肌和肌肉哈哈。


一会儿再回来咯。。。

听歌，想想。

你爱我，我爱她，她爱他。他爱你。

这么着世界，每个人都爱别人？

你真的爱我吗？

当初想试试，却没机会。

机会来了，时间过了。

还能回到当初吗？

错过的爱情，是否还能从来？

你是否是我最想留住的幸运？

我不知道我是否可以一样的爱你。

晚了。睡觉吧。大家晚安。

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Hi guys. It's me again. It has been quite some time since I last posted/blogged about anything.

Tomorrow is the third week of school already. Maybe not, it's today. I'm still lost in my world; not studying, not sure how to do my FYP and not knowing what to do. Tomorrow is a 9 am class and I still wide awake typing this post. I just can't sleep. I don't know what to do now, so I'm typing some random shit now. 

Getting bored of games, shows and everything. I don't know what to do nowadays. Life is damn sian. However, I started working out these two weeks consistently. Not sure how long I can maintain/sustain. But, I will give in my best hahaha.

Give me two months before I show some sexy muscles of mine :)

May the 4th be with you.

Hi, it's been a long time since I last blog/complain through this 'online journal' of mine.

I'm quite touched that one of my friend, Will, managed to dig a 6/7 years old photo here. This made me think back about my purpose of creating this blog? Simple, to pen down my thoughts and feelings at the point of time.

Right now, it's the most dreadful period that every student face; finals/examinations/submissions of reports/projects/assignments.

Finished my first paper last Thursday, the one with the least confidence. However, I believe that I should have no problem passing it. Hope it won't turn out likewise!

This coming Friday will be an intense day. Having my driving test in the morning and my second paper in the evening. This is my third attempt for my driving test; I hope this will be the last time *praying hard* 

 Time to continue my revision.

May the 4th be with me...