Sabotages, politics and bullshits.

Hi, sorry been a little busy and lazy to update anything.


Working life is full of sabotages, politics and bullshits sometimes. Knowing how to deal with them the right way is the only way of survival.


Pretty screwed today. I do admit that the mistake that I overlooked was my fault today; I'm sorry about it. But, what pisses me off is that, one of my supervisors just scolded me for not following the standard working procedures. For your information, she didn't taught me the correct way in the first place. Yet, proclaiming that she did. How am I supposed to react at that moment? Pissed? FML?

How despicable can she be? Cheap?


It's been a long time since I ever get that moody.



The small fries will always get eaten up by the big ass - It's a fact that can't be deny.


Either you learn the words of survival or get pissed and fucked up about your work, someday.

1) 'I'm sorry'

2) 'It's my fault'

3) 'I don't mean it and will not do it again'



The lower positions are bound to meet up with such situations. 'Be the head and not the tail'.

'Invisible' flying daggers.

Usually, the working environment is full of politics; most are known but unsaid. People just aim you for whatever reason. That's life at work. Either you endure the shit you're getting, get a monthly pay or get the fuck out of there; and give him/her '_l_' before leaving.


Been working for the last three months. Different experiences, shits and workloads were met each and every day. Tried my very best to perform well for the tasks assigned to me. Sometimes, even being 'snatched' to do certain things and sometimes offended the other party unknowingly . I am a little tired already. How long more can I even sustain all this?


8am reach office, 9.30pm reach home. That has been a routine since Tuesday. Argh, feeling exhausted.

Don't feel like typing any more. Good night.

Disappointed.

Sometimes in life, you will meet up with every and any kind of shits or disappointments. Disappointments may result in loss of love/trust towards the person. Knowing how to handle disappointments may not be easy but it's also never hard; easy to forgive, hard to forget.

Right, today something amusing happened.

Let's keep it simple, A - the boss, B - my supervisor and C - also my supervisor. 

A assigned a task to me.

When I am going to start, I asked B if this is correct, B told me not to do since it's is not necessary, C heard too. 

When A came and asked if I did the task, C just said I didn't do - like it's my fault.

What?!? Nice answer you got there, C.

I'm not sure to laugh or to be sorrowful after being framed. Wait, why must I be sorrowful? 

It's a joke anyway. HAHAHA fuck you, C. 

They say it's a misunderstanding, I don't care and don't wish to know any more. I just know I got framed innocently.

Yesterday was pretty great night with a movie, Snow White and the Huntsman, with Josh and Chun. 

Snow White is gorgeous, aka Belle in the famous movie - Twilight. 

Huntsman is strong and cool like Thor. FYI, his the same guy acting Thor.

Wait wait, why am I saying all this when it's like known to everyone, I guess.

Yawns, work is getting boring and shitty. 

Gotta go, need to be there by 8am tomorrow...

容忍并不是太软弱，是深情的坚强。

Feeling like an old man.

Aches, tiredness, supplements..

My knees are getting weak. Feels like an old man - need supplements to strengthen them; omega and glucosamine. A 20-year old boy with such stuffs, no way man...

8 hours of sleep per day seems insufficient for me too. I'm not sure if I'm really tired or work make me tired. Guess work is too boring, which adversely increased the sleepiness in me..

               

Working on Saturdays are pretty slack and relaxing; but not today. Today, was spammed with yesterday's backlog (cards that were supposed to sent but not able to send due to insufficient time). Not really fun today :(

Gosh, my department is starting a trend - playing maplestory. Maplestory once ruin my life; studies, cca and other shits. Each time I play, I will get more addicted to it - like a drug addict looking for drugs. Still contemplating if I want to play maplestory again. 

Yes, I finished Act 1 of Inferno today; after dying like nth of times while killing 'The Butcher'. Great achievement though.

It's Sunday today. Finally a day to rest after 5.5 days of work per week. 

  

It's been a week since I ever ran. Pretty sad that my knees are failing on me, hope that they recover soon. 

Time to catch some shows and off to bed. Good night! :)