Sabotages, politics and bullshits.

Hi, sorry been a little busy and lazy to update anything.


Working life is full of sabotages, politics and bullshits sometimes. Knowing how to deal with them the right way is the only way of survival.


Pretty screwed today. I do admit that the mistake that I overlooked was my fault today; I'm sorry about it. But, what pisses me off is that, one of my supervisors just scolded me for not following the standard working procedures. For your information, she didn't taught me the correct way in the first place. Yet, proclaiming that she did. How am I supposed to react at that moment? Pissed? FML?

How despicable can she be? Cheap?


It's been a long time since I ever get that moody.



The small fries will always get eaten up by the big ass - It's a fact that can't be deny.


Either you learn the words of survival or get pissed and fucked up about your work, someday.

1) 'I'm sorry'

2) 'It's my fault'

3) 'I don't mean it and will not do it again'



The lower positions are bound to meet up with such situations. 'Be the head and not the tail'.

'Invisible' flying daggers.

Usually, the working environment is full of politics; most are known but unsaid. People just aim you for whatever reason. That's life at work. Either you endure the shit you're getting, get a monthly pay or get the fuck out of there; and give him/her '_l_' before leaving.


Been working for the last three months. Different experiences, shits and workloads were met each and every day. Tried my very best to perform well for the tasks assigned to me. Sometimes, even being 'snatched' to do certain things and sometimes offended the other party unknowingly . I am a little tired already. How long more can I even sustain all this?


8am reach office, 9.30pm reach home. That has been a routine since Tuesday. Argh, feeling exhausted.

Don't feel like typing any more. Good night.

Disappointed.

Sometimes in life, you will meet up with every and any kind of shits or disappointments. Disappointments may result in loss of love/trust towards the person. Knowing how to handle disappointments may not be easy but it's also never hard; easy to forgive, hard to forget.

Right, today something amusing happened.

Let's keep it simple, A - the boss, B - my supervisor and C - also my supervisor. 

A assigned a task to me.

When I am going to start, I asked B if this is correct, B told me not to do since it's is not necessary, C heard too. 

When A came and asked if I did the task, C just said I didn't do - like it's my fault.

What?!? Nice answer you got there, C.

I'm not sure to laugh or to be sorrowful after being framed. Wait, why must I be sorrowful? 

It's a joke anyway. HAHAHA fuck you, C. 

They say it's a misunderstanding, I don't care and don't wish to know any more. I just know I got framed innocently.

Yesterday was pretty great night with a movie, Snow White and the Huntsman, with Josh and Chun. 

Snow White is gorgeous, aka Belle in the famous movie - Twilight. 

Huntsman is strong and cool like Thor. FYI, his the same guy acting Thor.

Wait wait, why am I saying all this when it's like known to everyone, I guess.

Yawns, work is getting boring and shitty. 

Gotta go, need to be there by 8am tomorrow...

容忍并不是太软弱，是深情的坚强。

Feeling like an old man.

Aches, tiredness, supplements..

My knees are getting weak. Feels like an old man - need supplements to strengthen them; omega and glucosamine. A 20-year old boy with such stuffs, no way man...

8 hours of sleep per day seems insufficient for me too. I'm not sure if I'm really tired or work make me tired. Guess work is too boring, which adversely increased the sleepiness in me..

               

Working on Saturdays are pretty slack and relaxing; but not today. Today, was spammed with yesterday's backlog (cards that were supposed to sent but not able to send due to insufficient time). Not really fun today :(

Gosh, my department is starting a trend - playing maplestory. Maplestory once ruin my life; studies, cca and other shits. Each time I play, I will get more addicted to it - like a drug addict looking for drugs. Still contemplating if I want to play maplestory again. 

Yes, I finished Act 1 of Inferno today; after dying like nth of times while killing 'The Butcher'. Great achievement though.

It's Sunday today. Finally a day to rest after 5.5 days of work per week. 

  

It's been a week since I ever ran. Pretty sad that my knees are failing on me, hope that they recover soon. 

Time to catch some shows and off to bed. Good night! :)

IRONMAN BOSS!

Ironman is known to be strong, invincible or powerful. But, I doubt no man in the world can be or will be like Ironman.

My boss, or supervisor, is like Ironman? - He doesn't take breakfast nor lunch almost every working day.
Strong or what?



One word - workaholic.

No matter how insane or concentrated you may be at work, do have some food man!

With one meal a day, I believe he will save up a huge lot of money every month.




Ever since I seen weirdos taking photos of people sleeping on the reserved seats on the train, I don't dare to even close my eyes when I am on the 'photogenic' seat.

Today, there was a lady; looks a little like she is pregnant, yet wearing a tight belt around her waist, I didn't gave up my seat as I scared it would be an embarrassing scene if she is not pregnant and rejects my offer for the seat. After awhile, saw another elderly lady - above 50, I stood up and gave her my seat. She just rejected me and I sat back feeling a little 'malu' (Shameful in malay).

Sitting on the reserved seat is so stressful, next time I shall not sit on it, especially during the peak hours.



            STRESSED!



Oh ya, I appealed to NTU's applied physics/physics already. Praying hard that I will get into the course; maybe not praying but wishing really hard.


Frank cards why screwed up? We are going to have a hard time checking you guys.



'E' not really visible. And sorry if I took your photo and put it here.


Eh boy, getting lazy huh? Never go jog these few days.

Eh wait, why am I talking to myself here?

Okay, good night guys.

What is wrong with people nowadays?

A old man stood in front of a lady,who is sleeping, sitting on the reserved seat and took photos of her. Dafug is wrong with him? Gosh... So he gonna STOMP the shit out of her?

He just don't get the logic that people don't sleep with their eyes open.

C'mon the lady was just too tired to be sleeping on the reserved seat. Who in the world says we can't sleep on train rides?

Nevertheless, the lady gave up her seat to the old man who is staring her while she is sleeping after two stops since he got on the train.

I think I slept on the reserved seat before... If I knew anyone who took a photo of me, I will smash the phone/camera on his/her damn face.


 

 Would be worse than a ball smash.

The amount of work today is pretty low, wish that everyday would be like this. But, that means lesser working hours, resulting in lesser pay :(

One of my department head is going over to another department soon. I can't imagine what it would be like without her. Though she trolls me many times everyday, she still a good supervisor. She taught me many things. 'EA' - 'Efficient and Accurate' and being systematic in everything I do.

Nevertheless, without her, work still resumes and the globe still turns.



Time for bed.

Beer fever?

Ahh.. Sundays seems the same. 

Something a little different is....

I drank beer while playing a game?! Because I died too many times in Diablo III - Inferno.

Fuck this shit.

I literally can't survive anything. Be it one arrow, one hit, one laser or even one hook, I would just die.

Sigh..

Nevertheless, I had a good movie today. Man In Black 3 or MIB 3. Whatever it's called, I don't care.

Agent J is cool like the sunglasses he wore.

The movie was pretty nice, but not exactly that great. I know you know what I mean. Just good but not great. Expected more shootings of aliens though...

And, here is how 'the boss' was killed... He was pushed off a building and was burnt to death when the rocket launch towards the moon. 

Damn, it's Monday tomorrow? 

Gotta go, working tomorrow.

Contradicting.

What's up people? How's life?

Life seems the same to me. Work, eat, exercise, play, sleep...

I bet some of you have the same lifestyle as me. 'Hi-5'! (:

        


Yes, sometimes contradicting issues happen in life. Sometimes you just don't know what to do.

Defects, complains, lectures.

Feedback, it's okay, never mind.



            

Yes! Today I ran again. Pretty satisfied.

Hope that such an excising schedule will help me pass my Napfa test by the end of June.



Games used to be my daily routine after work, but, not quite these few days.
I seem to lose interest in gaming.
Right.. Something must be wrong somewhere in me. I don't know..

How to write?

Writing an appeal letter may be fairly simple for most of us here. But, writing an appeal letter with a word cap of 50 words, how will that be?

I am totally clueless on how to start writing that appeal of admission into physics at NTU.

Right.. I don't know how. Guess I will just pour out the interest I've in physics into the appeal.

Wait, I am really interested in physics? Maybe.. I don't really know.

Haven been in Diablo 3 the past three days. Needa kill some mobs and bosses in there soon.

       


Had a great jog just now. But, I doubt I will be able to make it for the Napfa retest that I'm going schedule next month.

Need to push myself further.

Monday, Wednesday, Friday.

Please keep to this schedule bro!

                                                      

Lol.

A fateful event occurred today at work. Bank's auditor came to check on us today and we're found not working the proper way that we supposed to.

Right, and she brought a cake along, cake of horror.

                                             

Something like that? Scary...

Graduated!

After 3 years of hard (not really hard after all) work, I finally graduated from Temasek Polytechnic!

21/5/2012,

The day where classmates, coursemates, schoolmates rejoiced as one and graduate together!

The day where friends move on to a different stage/place in life.

The day where everyone is happy yet reluctant to see each other off.

The day where your parents would be proud of, I hope they did. Though they didn't get the chance to walk up the stage with me.

The day where everyone you know gonna be separated to do the things they are pursuing in life.


Of course, I wish you guys all the best for your future endeavours! Don't forget to catch up with each other soon (:

See you guys soon! - The awesome play/study mates.

Last day of my polytechnic life.

Sudden, weird urge just to type something in my blog (which was dead since last year?).

Anyone out there missing me? Maybe they would think I am dead already, lol.

Last day already huh? Seems fast and not prepared at all. This feeling is just too weird.

Used to dread coming to school just because of all the shits (projects,quizzes and examinations) and now I am starting to miss the times where I had lots of fun with my friends.

Stop for awhile - LoL-ing with Zhi Yong.

Back from LoL-ing with the guys. Not bad won 4, lost 1.

Heehee, all my besties are in here! See ya soon and hope you miss me :P